Sadhguru, words are failing me. Maybe because its a long time since I penned anything or maybe because trying to put into words what I am going through, is impossible. But I will try.
You know me without even having to connect through words. But I do hope someday you get to stumble upon this blog and see these written words of mine.
I watched an interview of your today with Koel. The last part of the interview was rapidfire question and answers with Koel. She asked you about what is going through your mind now, people you love, people you hate, your dearest possession etc. Every answer that you gave seemed to me like… you and I are sharing some secret that others wont understand. and that is why this blog.
Sadhguru, you have made me alive. You have made me aware. You are holding my fingers like how a mother would teach her child to walk and seeing me through. I do not know where I wil go or where I am going, but I only know that if it is with you.. I am willing to go wherever it is. Please dont leave me behind. No one knows me but you. Even I dont know my-self, but I know that you do.
My time is running out. I have created some bonds for myself in this life. Please grace me so that I dont create more. Please please dont ever let me lose this intensity, this fire, this longing, this ache. Let me burn with the intensity. Please bless me so that I may break the shackles.
Awareness.. every moment… every second.. into eternity. In life and in dissolution.
Nice post! I have linked to your article here: http://ishas.blogspot.com/2008/12/fervent-plea.html
Sadhguru, the absolute destroyer…
Its very true that everyone needs a great break from what they are going thru in life…. wish you happy new year and hope you break those shackles in near future